Today was… difficult. So, I got through with thanks to:
A sweet, funny movie: ‘The Final Girls‘
A simple but decent urban fantasy book: ‘Black Magic Woman‘
Knitting that’s complex enough to engage, but not frustrating: ‘Urdr‘
A podcast that makes me laugh out loud: ‘The Weekly Planet‘
Catching up with fun and familiar characters saving the world: ‘The Flash‘
Not being afraid to take time under blankets when necessary.
And puppies who realized something was wrong, and tag-teamed me with hugs all day:
Now feeling more able to breathe. Hopefully I’ll do a little more tomorrow.
I’m not exhausted today, but I’m near. Life seems to be going from extremes of busy to bodily demands for ‘Rest NOW’… but I’m riding the flows, to see what comes. Overdoing it always proves unwise, to put it mildly.
Today, I’m reading: research and review books. My mind wants to be busy, but the tiredness is making focus difficult. So I’m letting the words pass in, reading slowly to understand, comprehend, grok as best I can.
And the ideas are indeed flowing. Phrases from the books jump out at me, demanding consideration. Words spoken by passers-by yesterday keep ringing little bells in my head, wanting to be remembered. Certain themes keep appearing, over and over, refusing to be ignored.
Several people poked me to write more (as in Book 3, ‘official’ writing rather than blogging, I think), but today is not for that. Today is for taking time, carrying around my little notebook and a pen, jotting down those phrases; whether from old books or wise friends, I’m not fussy. Let’s see where the ideas take me.
It’s a grey, rainy Monday outside – but the birds are singing. In here, the voices of many are coming together to make something… It’s just important to take that time to listen, to see what song is being made.